So ladies (or guys) i’m almost certain you have met a guy who just gets under your skin. He is the total package and he says that he “likes you.” once those words are said it feels like a target has been set and nothing else matters. But then (here comes the part we hate) he doesn’t give you a bunch of attention. (admit it that’s what you want). Now I can say I’m pretty level headed but with this one person I feel like I’m walking on egg shells. Now we fight and fight for this guys attention. Well now I’m documenting this struggle. Enjoy.
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Week 1:
Upon meeting this kid I thought he is shy he will warm up(: damn was I wrong . This kid plays and plays well. I don’t think I’ve ever been in such a cluster fuck trying to get his attention. As a fact he likes me so stage one accomplished I guess. We skyped the 1st few nights and the 1st night he left me a killer goodnight message. I thought damn this was going to be easy to win him. Again I was wrong. He is off and on with me he can hold convo one min the next not so much.. The kid wants to see me but doesnt make plans. He no longer wants to Skype. Me= confused as fuck. So to my readers 1st tip: confront him about your confusion. I am and we will see where it goes in the meantime weather he is down right in love or not I remember IAmAlwaysLove:)
So I’ve noticed a lot of people discourage others when they try to voice their opinions and emotions. Now I’m all for it but some things just shouldn’t be on Facebook. Who you slept with and how depressed you are, are not Facebook appropriate. And it truly is set that way for the protection of the author. Not only that I hate to be the one to read someone’s problems. I try to be as emotionally available for someone as I can but to read about it all the time can get a little hard, not to mention when it is something as little as a high school break up. So aimed toward my generation please stand together but don’t feed the fire. As for my end of the stick I remember to care and aid others because IAmAlwaysLove:)
Recently an occurrence happened at my high school in quiet little Peoria that created quite the little heart warming miracle. Competitive cheer had been cut and cheer girls were devastated. As by decree of our principal through “personal preference” then it happened. Kids that didn’t even care about cheer began to protest. And soon as a school we united together and worked together to try and protest this monstrosity. Save the cheerleaders became the Facebook trend on my wall. Then it hit me, it wasn’t just about cheer, it was the fact teens saw the difference between right and wrong and what he principal did was wrong. The news was brought in and students will still protest because they need a cause. The beauty of it all is we could finally set aside stereotypes and fight together for a few days. So speaking for my peers WEAreAlwaysLove(:
It almost seems that when I look to my distant future it doesn’t seem to have a breaking point. That moment when you feel the world has use for you. Right now yes I can look past my ignorance and admit I’m just a teenager still a kid and parts of the real world scare the fuck outta me, but in the short time I have left I then come to the reality my future isn’t too far. I think of the fact that yes I still need to have fun but now I have to transition from child to adult. It is time to grow up and get serious this isn’t a game anymore and I’m not invincible. But with the harsh reality that is adulthood comes the excitement of growing up and starting a new chapter. So out with the old and in with the new, and last but not least remember IAmAlwaysLove(:
So January is a really long month for me full of haunting memories and life changing events. One was loosing my mom. For all you non god believers this isn’t for you but for those with faith or an open mind this hits close to home. I was only 12 and I didn’t know the whole reality of death. And as the years past it seemed almost as nothing was going to go right. I was convinced that there was no god. Until I hit the bottom and realized I had no where else to go but up. With the help of close friends and attending a church group I found my grounding and was able to leave my past behind. Today it is all a memory and I will be remembering my beautiful mother as she rests in paradise. Memories are what keep those people in our hearts. So let go of grudges always say I love You eat desert first and I will remember IAmAlwaysLove(:
